'It is time to make the magic happen.'
This is my weekly motivation.
I wrote it down on my weekly planner.
I made it my phone lock screen.
I have very rarely struggled with commitments. I will always turn up on time, I will always make an effort, I will always commit once I have agreed.
Like yes there are times where I have said to myself,
'If you don't go on a run this morning, you have to go to the gym tonight'
And not gone through with it, I am horrible at commitment if it is solely myself involved but what I am really truely horrible at is agreeing.
So I am going to break this blog down into two sections.
Commitment.
Agreement.
Commitment literally by definition is being dedicated to a cause and once I am dedicated I am more then 1000% committed.
If I agree to do something, I do it. I have never been one to let the team down.
However I am going to stop your right there.
'If I agree'
That statement right there on its own is enough for me to lead you straight into the second part of this conversation.
I am not problem with commitment but I do have a problem with agreement.
Agreeing to do something has always been a downfall for me.
And that comes from the normal classic old saying:
'I am too tired'.
I will not lie to you, I am too tired comes out of my mouth about once a day.
Oh I am too tired to hangout.
Oh I am too tired to go to the gym.
Oh I am too tired to study.
And on and on and on and on it goes.
Until I go full circle of always remaining tired and never getting shit done.
So if you are like me and you have a problem to even agree to commit then you have come to the right place and at the right time because I have started on this new journey.
"To agree, to commit."
See here are some of the steps I started to take.
1. I removed the words "too tired" from my vocabulary.
2. I started making lists of what needs to get done daily (I've spoke about this before, I'll speak about it again).
3. I try to complete my daily lists before I even think about laying down in bed or turning on my Netflix.
4. I started waking up earlier (this blog is coming too).
5. I realised my life is not being lived while my eyelids are closed and I want to see and do more with my day.
It was this final realisation that really made me open my eyes back up to agreeing. I can't see my friends if I am too tired, I can't be fit and healthy both physically and mentally if I am too tired and I sure as hell can not move onto bigger and better things within my life if I am to tired.
So it was with this thought that I have decided to start agreeing and allow myself to commit.
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