Hi, hello, how are ya?
And thanks for joining me in my week 17 rant and please if you don’t want to hear me vent out my own frustration with my personal life then please move on. But if you do want to hear the vent then this is the place for you.
I always feel like the time around Easter and ANZAC Day (which is a national public holiday here in Aus if your not from Aus then there ya go a tad bit of info for ya) is such a bizarre time for me. We have all these random days of that I don’t actually have off from anything because I work but then I get to have ANZAC Day off like the rest of the world and it really just set me back and gets my out of sync and I don’t know why.
So that’s my first vent.
Now to the second.
I recently have turned into this person who is obsessed with learning in any type of form reading, listening to podcast and watching YouTube videos on all topics that interest me which is mainly self help at the moment. That is all fine and good and you are probably thinking that’s a great thing why the rant. Well here we go. I would have to be one of the most laziest learners I know. I am currently studying a degree of education right now and so having two of most important assignments due today I decided to look into becoming the best person I could possibly be and start learning all these new things instead of studying and completing my assignments. I guess where my rant is coming from is the fact that I get so annoyed at myself for leaving my crucial learning to the last moment and using other learning as a procrastination tool.
So there is my second rant.
Now to the third and final for the day.
I am that annoyed with my gym self at the moment. I have been going harder and for more sessions and I am have been proud of getting up and going. But then I had a session at the start of the week where I went a little to hard with some poor form and I ended up hurting my back badly on the leg press. So now I am annoyed at myself caus I can barely sleep, I have my period which gives me the same lower back pain so now that is x 100 and I have been needing to do all this study so I have been using that as an excuse not to go.
Pretty much I am the laziest most annoying person and trust me I am the one most annoyed so you don’t have to be.
It’s almost like I am on top of my shit and I know what I need to do. I am even that next level that I have it organised so that I am ready to go and do it. I just don’t do it. I find other things that are ‘worthwhile’ to do.
That’s my ted, thank you for listening.
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